March 30, 2004 – 9:29 pm
Love, love, love, and more love.
God has given it to me above all else and I am holding it in instead of spreading it. God, just break me please! Break me to the point where I know if I do not take up my cross and follow you I will perish. That is my prayer.
God is here with me all the time and I take it for granted. How much I used to think I was a good disciple and I was following God enough, but the truth is it will never be enough to compare to what he did for me. How stupid I was I to be content with my relationship with God?
I should never feel like it is just good enough. I should always strive to make my relationship with Him better. I can’t even put into words how I feel. Emotion after emotion is flooding through me, and it is going so fast. I know that the main one is, of course love.
But not just any love, it is God’s love.
In a matter of just 30 minutes He has completely changed my life AGAIN.
I have felt this love over time and time again, but this time I will try my hardest to never let it go.