May 4, 2004 – 12:03 am
I am downstairs eating butter pecan ice cream. Man, do I hate pecans. I thought the ice cream would make my throat feel better but it doesn’t.
I had an extremely weird dream last night. Like crazy weird. Like I have never had another dream quite like it. But I can’t put my finger on what made it so different. It had so much meaning in it and I really can’t explain how I feel about it. And I am not the kind of person to believe that dreams predict things about my life but there was just something about this one. I mean it just seemed special. Who knows? All I know is that it was crazy.
Wow, I am kind of in a weird mood. I am really happy and really sad at the same time. I guess being home sick gave me a lot of time to think about things. One of the things is where God places us in our lives.
It seems like some people are born into happiness and spirituality and others are just born into no hope. But this is just one of those things I should not question and that I should leave in God’s hands.
I definitely need to pray about some stuff tomorrow with all of the free time I am gonna have since I am not going to school.
Well I am going to hit the sack. Who knows, maybe I will have another crazy dream.